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Thursday, August 24th, 2006
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8:53 pm - Registration for the last time.
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Yesterday was registration and wilson managed to screw up a class again and be as unhelpful as possible. I am supposed to have Elliot for Photo but instead I am in Braun's class. And Wilson tells me that Mr. Elliot is teaching that hour to and it just says braun because her class count was low, so just go to class the first day and see what happens. ugh. besides that there were no surprises.
1. AP Gov- Barnabo
2. German IV- Stutzman
3. Adv. Studio Art- Braun
4. AP English- Smzigiel
5. Newspaper- Mr O (I'll be editor in chief!)
6. AP Environmental Science- Webster
After I finished helping out at registration for NHS I went to my dad's house and babysat my stepsister Kendra. Then me and Mandy went to Wing Lee's and ate dinner then went back to my house and hung out with Scott, and then watched TV until she had to go home. I was so tired because I got up early that morning.
Today I sat around and finally sent that e-mail to Mr O. I am so anxious for his response.
current mood:  anxious
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Kudos
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| Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
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11:43 pm - Ether Bunnies.
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I think I talked to everyone in mario's family today. Kinda strange. He spent the night at my house last night. Then I went over to my dad's house to babysit my stepsister Kendra. I was teaching her some girlscout songs that I used to sing back in the day. She beat me at Junior Monopoly though. When I came home I played scrabble with my mom and her b/f Al (aka Joe Burk's dad.) I won, yet again. haha. I love that game, or rather I love winning. I cant believe registration is already tomorrow. Ahhh so soon. I'm helping out to for NHS. Its so early though. Me and mario are walking up there in the morning and then thursday I'm going up there with Stephanie Blocker. We shall see what tomorrow brings. No word back from damien yet.
current mood: Overwhelmed
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Kudos
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| Monday, August 21st, 2006
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9:20 pm - Asumpshone?
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My Mandy and I hung out today. We went up to the mall and went shopping for her. I would've bought some stuff for myself but finances are a bit limited. I owe $109.10 to the school for expenses such as the year book, senior class dues, senior t-shirt, and then books that I lost. I also need to go school shopping, not only for clothes but for supplies as well. I havent signed up for senior pictures yet. All of these things keep ammounting that I need but dont have the money for since my parents got a divorce. Things used to be fine financialy and now it seems that a year later money is tighter than I ever remember it being. It just sucks sometimes, not being able to go clothes shopping when I need to, or to be able to afford getting a bunch of different types of senior pictures. hmmm.
current mood: distressed
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12:49 am
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"Women are like dandelions. Sure, they are pretty to look at and they are everywhere but they are still a weed and they suck the life out of everything. The closest simile i could come up with for guys are they are like bugs. You can't have a functional world without them and they annoy the hell out of you." ~ The Pope aka Tony.
I slept for the majority of today because I was so tired from being awake for 36 hours. It was perhaps on of the most beautiful sleeps ever. About an hour or two after I got up Mario, Tony, and I went to Trixie's at 10 1/2 and Gratiot for the regular sunday night poetry reading they have there. I love hanging out with the boys because they are really some of the only people that likes to do that sort of thing. We made friends with this really hot guy who was from New Jersey. He sat with us for a bit and told us how his car got stolen in the first few weeks of being here. But I guess that's michigan for you. I believe this was also the first night that I haven't read anything at Trixie's in the million times that I've been there, but I have had a nasty writers block because I have been lacking inspiration. Most of the decent stuff I have written came out of Mr. Julien's Honors English class. I miss it so much. I don't think I've ever learned so much about good literature.
I am rather sad though because I am really rethinking what's going on with my boyfriend. For weeks at a time he dissapears from my life because some odd thing or another and I don't think it's worth my time if there is no communication. In this case, distance does not make the heart grow fonder. I'm just so agitated at the fact that there is no relationship here and no matter how many times I tell him I think he just misses the point and everything is fine while he is there but when he isn't it just makes me feel like he dosen't care. If he really cared he would stop at my house when he dosen't have a phone, or actually, god forbid, message me about what is going on in his life because right now, I have no idea and that's not how things work. I really dont need to put up with the bullshit and the stuff he causes me because I just dont need it. I dont need to have this relationship that isn't going to work out. It's hard for me to find the words to tell him that it is over because I know that sometimes he can't help it because of the things that are going on at home. I really dont know what to do but I am afraid that he will be like before and really not take into account what I am saying and act upon it. *sigh.* I cant think of something to do.
current mood:  drained
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Kudos
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| Sunday, August 20th, 2006
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12:16 am - Tired and Telepathy?
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Well this is going to be my first official journal entry so I am struggleing with the right words to make this sound as eloquent and fluent as possible. Right now I am as exhausted as exhausted can come. I spent the night at Jillian's house friday night to have a little celebration of her 18th birthday. Oh how children grow up so fast these days. I perhaps slept 2 hours at one point so by 2 a.m. I will have been awake for 36 hours. Although I am tired I am finding it hard to sleep. My mind has just been a jumble of thoughts about everything I have to accomplish by the end of October. I have to correct and finish writing our newspaper policy to fit the class and then I have to find a way to organize my staff in a way that is efficient and involves mr o as little as possible. I have to finish filling out my registration stuff, which makes me more nervous to the fact that I am going to be a senior. No matter how many times I say it I can not believe it. These years have gone by so quickly that I can hardly remember being 14. I still have to sign up for senior pictures, and then apply for the MSU Early Notifications thing to see if I get accepted; they will send that out in November. Also for newspaper, I need to spend time after school learning a new program and make a meeting with bobby monroe about how the newspaper is going to run, and tell him that he cant sensor what we put in it. On top of this I have to manage 3 AP classes, german IV, and Advanced Studio Photography. Everyone will be seeing a lot of me around the school this year, frantic and trying to keep my sanity in the process. I am so excited and at the same time just so overwhelmed. So much to do in so little time, but perhaps I am over-evaluating.
current mood: exhausted
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Kudos
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| Saturday, August 19th, 2006
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12:13 am - And the Saga Continues....
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The infamous Sarah Bowser joural is back for your viewing pleasure.
current mood:  content
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